Thursday, May 27, 2010
...
My parents are separated. Have been since I remember and always will be :
But they are still some how in bitter hate with each other.
My father, has gone to another country to start a business, however comes back each year and stays at our house...
My mum on the other hand pays for his flights back and manages his house here, Even though they are separeted they are still conected financially and .. well emotionally too that is if hate counts.
Anyways, my dad came back last night... and it's not even 24 hours before they have alreadyy started fighting.
Exams are coming up, I reeeally can't handle this.
But they are still some how in bitter hate with each other.
My father, has gone to another country to start a business, however comes back each year and stays at our house...
My mum on the other hand pays for his flights back and manages his house here, Even though they are separeted they are still conected financially and .. well emotionally too that is if hate counts.
Anyways, my dad came back last night... and it's not even 24 hours before they have alreadyy started fighting.
Exams are coming up, I reeeally can't handle this.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
What, another post?
I'm pretty sure rowing is the only time that I am exposed to decent boys. Seriously. BUT! That doesn't mean I'm only doing rowing for the boys. Pfft, what a stupid concept. Wipe that thought from your brain, cause it's NOT TRUE!
However!!!!
Meee friends on the other hand, have already DIBS their guys.
The guys at rowing are mainly private school boys, they are quite good looking, inparticular a certain boys school seems to produce endless amounts of good looking guys, but we're not going to get too indepth on that matter or why the hell that is. However, there is a guy that is .. you know.. nice.. looking. But I reckon he won't be interested in me.. :\
I'll just uhh. stand and look from afar...
anni.
However!!!!
Meee friends on the other hand, have already DIBS their guys.
The guys at rowing are mainly private school boys, they are quite good looking, inparticular a certain boys school seems to produce endless amounts of good looking guys, but we're not going to get too indepth on that matter or why the hell that is. However, there is a guy that is .. you know.. nice.. looking. But I reckon he won't be interested in me.. :\
I'll just uhh. stand and look from afar...
anni.
First school girls regatta!
This morning I was woken by the rain. Of all things!
But this was no normal day you see. As today started the school girls regatta!
My school, which is exactly sport focused, more on the academic side entered this anual season for the first time!
And let me say, we won every race that we entered!! :D
But unfortunately the ragatta was cancelled half-way through because it was raining soo daamn mucch, all the rowers coming back from their races were drenched to the skin and absolutley freezing cold.
Just letting you know, there were no boys there, well not the goods looking ones. Apart from the coachs, but they don't exactly count! OBVIOUSLY!
anni. xx
But this was no normal day you see. As today started the school girls regatta!
My school, which is exactly sport focused, more on the academic side entered this anual season for the first time!
And let me say, we won every race that we entered!! :D
But unfortunately the ragatta was cancelled half-way through because it was raining soo daamn mucch, all the rowers coming back from their races were drenched to the skin and absolutley freezing cold.
Just letting you know, there were no boys there, well not the goods looking ones. Apart from the coachs, but they don't exactly count! OBVIOUSLY!
anni. xx
EXAMSS
In approximately a week I will commence... *drum roll* EXAM FORTNIGHT!
Meaning that I have 6 three hour exams over the course of two weeks. So, like. yea.
Better get studying :
The subjects that I'm doing don't exactly focus on any area in particular, like science and math.. or humanities.
So my subjects are:
Calc, Lit, Biology, Ancient History, Economics and Fashion design :)
I will have to post up a picture of my dress that I am making in fashion when I finish it.. WHICH WILL HOPEFULLY BE SOON!
anni xx
Meaning that I have 6 three hour exams over the course of two weeks. So, like. yea.
Better get studying :
The subjects that I'm doing don't exactly focus on any area in particular, like science and math.. or humanities.
So my subjects are:
Calc, Lit, Biology, Ancient History, Economics and Fashion design :)
I will have to post up a picture of my dress that I am making in fashion when I finish it.. WHICH WILL HOPEFULLY BE SOON!
anni xx
Friday, May 21, 2010
How to build muscle quickly
So.. like ...
The other day I was showering.. as you do. Obviously. And I tensed my biceps and OH MY LORD I actually felt... m-m-muscle. WOW. They aren't insanely massive but they are there and actually exist and I swear it's not my imagination! At I thought, "Okay! Not funny, who amputated my arms.... and sewed on these massive arm on??"
Anyways. I have a rowing regatta tomorrow, a school one where we will be reppin' the logo. YEEOW!! I'm rowing the the freshman quad with a couple of other girls. It's only gonna be like 1000m which is nothing, CONSIDERING two weeks ago I did the 5km race in a quad. MAN MY ARMS, MY LEGS, MY BUTT, EVERYTHING was sore after the race.
Wish me luck!
anni. xx
The other day I was showering.. as you do. Obviously. And I tensed my biceps and OH MY LORD I actually felt... m-m-muscle. WOW. They aren't insanely massive but they are there and actually exist and I swear it's not my imagination! At I thought, "Okay! Not funny, who amputated my arms.... and sewed on these massive arm on??"
Anyways. I have a rowing regatta tomorrow, a school one where we will be reppin' the logo. YEEOW!! I'm rowing the the freshman quad with a couple of other girls. It's only gonna be like 1000m which is nothing, CONSIDERING two weeks ago I did the 5km race in a quad. MAN MY ARMS, MY LEGS, MY BUTT, EVERYTHING was sore after the race.
Wish me luck!
anni. xx
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Ball dress dilemma.
Although my ball (the Australian version on Prom) is like 10ish months away. I HAVE ALREADY FOUND MY BALL DRESS. I think!!
Okay okay, so it's like gold. and nice and pwiddy and beeeaootiful!! AND ITS $230.
Yer what?
I know that doesn't sound like MUCH for a ball dress considering some idiots spend upwards of $1000.. seriously? On a dress?
But $230 is a lot especially since I don't have a job and I don't exactly get an allowance cause I'm lazy and I don't do house work and all I do is read and sleep and eat and whin-ENOUGH!!!! I need to get a job.. like really get a job this time. THIS time I'm actually going to get a job. No joke, a real, monetary paying job. A Job job. hhhm.
BUT THANKS TO THE FRIGGING GFC (global financial crisis) there are also many other thousands of people wanting to get a job at the same time, those with mucho more-o experience then a 16 year old high school student.
Anyways, back to the ball dress.
The lady at the shop said, I can pay a $50 deposit and pay back the rest when ever when I want to pick it up.
Sounds like a good deal. BUT I DON'T EVEN HAVE BLOODY $50 and it's the LAST DRESS!!
Daaayum :
anni.xx
Okay okay, so it's like gold. and nice and pwiddy and beeeaootiful!! AND ITS $230.
Yer what?
I know that doesn't sound like MUCH for a ball dress considering some idiots spend upwards of $1000.. seriously? On a dress?
But $230 is a lot especially since I don't have a job and I don't exactly get an allowance cause I'm lazy and I don't do house work and all I do is read and sleep and eat and whin-ENOUGH!!!! I need to get a job.. like really get a job this time. THIS time I'm actually going to get a job. No joke, a real, monetary paying job. A Job job. hhhm.
BUT THANKS TO THE FRIGGING GFC (global financial crisis) there are also many other thousands of people wanting to get a job at the same time, those with mucho more-o experience then a 16 year old high school student.
Anyways, back to the ball dress.
The lady at the shop said, I can pay a $50 deposit and pay back the rest when ever when I want to pick it up.
Sounds like a good deal. BUT I DON'T EVEN HAVE BLOODY $50 and it's the LAST DRESS!!
Daaayum :
anni.xx
Can't... fight... the .. Biebeerrr.
Oh god!! I really really want to deny it.. but I think it've caught the "Bieber Fever." Just letting you know now that I am 16 and I am about a good 10 cm taller than him I still can't put my finger on WHYYY I'm addicted... No, addicted is a strong word. I'd say "I can't put my finger on why I've fallen for his charms. Maybe it's his "swagger coach" but I really don't know.
But I think if he's this successful now then imagine him when his voice actually cracks.
Maybe it's his songs, maybe it's his eyes, I really don't know BUT I CAN'T FIGHT THE BIEBER FEVER!.. HELP!! I think it's contagious!
anni.
xx
But I think if he's this successful now then imagine him when his voice actually cracks.
Maybe it's his songs, maybe it's his eyes, I really don't know BUT I CAN'T FIGHT THE BIEBER FEVER!.. HELP!! I think it's contagious!
anni.
xx
Friday, April 16, 2010
Ice Skating
I didn't really do THAT much in the two week holiday I had from school, but I did try some new things, e.g: ICE SKATING!!!
I NEVER EVER THOUGHT it was so BLOODY HARD, you see the ice skaters on the T.V. at the Olympics and they make it seem so graceful and simple. Here's a tip for any first time skaters, when you fall.. which you will!! DON'T FALL ON YOUR HANDS.. OR PUT YOUR HANDS ON THE ICE FULL STOP!.. because people can skate over them resulting in a no-so-nice mess.
Here is a picture of me... right after I accidentally tripped that little boy in the corner
But hey!!! Now I can sort of ice skate with no ones help!
Push, push, Glide.... Push, push, glide.
Also, if your ice skating for the first time.. BRING GLOVES, because it's like skating in a freezer. I couldn't feel my hands by the end of the 2 hours session!!
I NEVER EVER THOUGHT it was so BLOODY HARD, you see the ice skaters on the T.V. at the Olympics and they make it seem so graceful and simple. Here's a tip for any first time skaters, when you fall.. which you will!! DON'T FALL ON YOUR HANDS.. OR PUT YOUR HANDS ON THE ICE FULL STOP!.. because people can skate over them resulting in a no-so-nice mess.
Here is a picture of me... right after I accidentally tripped that little boy in the corner
But hey!!! Now I can sort of ice skate with no ones help!Push, push, Glide.... Push, push, glide.
Also, if your ice skating for the first time.. BRING GLOVES, because it's like skating in a freezer. I couldn't feel my hands by the end of the 2 hours session!!
Holiday homework cram!
Oh man, I have just finished typing up 2 chapters worth of economics notes and then I labelled and stuck them in a binder according to the subject e.g.: demand & supply, elasticity, market efficiency... etc.
It is soo neat and nerdy that it even freaks me out.
So that is 3 hours of economics done.. now to biology.... :'(
It is the last few days of the Easter Holidays and then this coming Tuesday I go back to school, thank god this term is only a 9 week term.. ocmpared to the extra 10 week term. I am hoping that it will go extra fast!!! I even though this holiday has 3 more days to go, including today. I am already looking forward to the NEXT holidays!
It is soo neat and nerdy that it even freaks me out.
So that is 3 hours of economics done.. now to biology.... :'(
It is the last few days of the Easter Holidays and then this coming Tuesday I go back to school, thank god this term is only a 9 week term.. ocmpared to the extra 10 week term. I am hoping that it will go extra fast!!! I even though this holiday has 3 more days to go, including today. I am already looking forward to the NEXT holidays!
How to attract the male species... in the stone age.
Step 1: Make sure your father is chief, If he's chief then you may have any man you want. Oh .. and as your father is chief you will wear the toga in the relationship, if he refuses to obey, just grunt for your father to feed him to the lions of sumthing, you don't care.. many more hairy bears in the forrest. For those unfortunate cave-women who's father is not a chief be wary of your mate's head getting big, give him a few hits with your club to make sure his head is in the right place, how ever you must hit him hard as the skull is extra thick.
Step 2: On the first hunt/outing together let him kill the deer and praise him with many grunts, he will enjoy that. Compliment him on how thick his monobrow is or the the gracefullness of his killing technique, most men use spears and throw from afar, while other use knives shaped from rock and kill the animal through hand to hand combat, this type of man is not ideal as he will most probably die while hunting. The spear using cave-man will last longer and provide more food for your future children, named Huno, Ano, Chiri, Sulu, Kaki, Atu, Sahu, Lunti, Faht, Nelki and Uhi. The more children the better as they are hunted by lions...
Step 3: Do not forget the mating dancing, where when you express interest in your mate, you must squant infront of his sleeping place and chant "ANU EHNU ETI ATCHY TUCHU' over and over again this will certainly drive him crazy for you, what you are doing here is mimicking the ritual of giving birth. Do not forget to flap your arms like a chicken, therefore you are showing him that you are fertile and prepared to give birth to your many future chicks.. I mean children.
Step 4: If this has not worked or you unfortunately did the ritual on the wrong sleeping place then it is OKAY! Give the mis-guided cave man some of your faeces to show him that you did once enjoy the attention (protein) love ( minerals) that he gave you, and the thrill of a tiger cub he caught for you but now it seams as though there is nothing left for him to offer and now you must separate from him and find a better hunter.
Step 5: By this time you would have definitly attracted his attention and have him giving you deer/bear/lion hearts, if you haven't it must mean that he was hit too many times with the club on the head when he was little, do not blame yourself, you wouldn't want to bear his stupid children anyways, srsly! Just move on.
Step 6: When the moment comes the moment will come, pretend you have never anticipated this to happen. Set you face as though you have witnessed fire for the first time. Anyways, when he brings out the square wheel, thank him profusely, this will make travelling for much more convient than that horride the 3 sided wheel that your first cave mate made for you.
Good luck, bear many children, choose your mate carefully.
Cave girl An-hu-ni
Step 2: On the first hunt/outing together let him kill the deer and praise him with many grunts, he will enjoy that. Compliment him on how thick his monobrow is or the the gracefullness of his killing technique, most men use spears and throw from afar, while other use knives shaped from rock and kill the animal through hand to hand combat, this type of man is not ideal as he will most probably die while hunting. The spear using cave-man will last longer and provide more food for your future children, named Huno, Ano, Chiri, Sulu, Kaki, Atu, Sahu, Lunti, Faht, Nelki and Uhi. The more children the better as they are hunted by lions...
Step 3: Do not forget the mating dancing, where when you express interest in your mate, you must squant infront of his sleeping place and chant "ANU EHNU ETI ATCHY TUCHU' over and over again this will certainly drive him crazy for you, what you are doing here is mimicking the ritual of giving birth. Do not forget to flap your arms like a chicken, therefore you are showing him that you are fertile and prepared to give birth to your many future chicks.. I mean children.
Step 4: If this has not worked or you unfortunately did the ritual on the wrong sleeping place then it is OKAY! Give the mis-guided cave man some of your faeces to show him that you did once enjoy the attention (protein) love ( minerals) that he gave you, and the thrill of a tiger cub he caught for you but now it seams as though there is nothing left for him to offer and now you must separate from him and find a better hunter.
Step 5: By this time you would have definitly attracted his attention and have him giving you deer/bear/lion hearts, if you haven't it must mean that he was hit too many times with the club on the head when he was little, do not blame yourself, you wouldn't want to bear his stupid children anyways, srsly! Just move on.
Step 6: When the moment comes the moment will come, pretend you have never anticipated this to happen. Set you face as though you have witnessed fire for the first time. Anyways, when he brings out the square wheel, thank him profusely, this will make travelling for much more convient than that horride the 3 sided wheel that your first cave mate made for you.
Good luck, bear many children, choose your mate carefully.
Cave girl An-hu-ni
Rowing attraction
Recently new rowers have been introduced to the club that I row at. They are mainly private school boys, nice bodies due to rowing.. unfortunately I couldn't say the same for some of the faces. OUCH!
Anyways, me and my friends are practically the only girls that row their apart from the insanely, professional, olympic level, female rowers. So today marked the day that the private schooled GIRLS started their season in rowing. Mind you the school that I go to is public and doesn't exactly specialise in rowing. So as we were packing up at 7:30am after a good hour and a half worths of rowing and private school rowing girls turn up in THREE school buses!!! The look of the private schooled boys was absolutly hilarious.. it was like some of them had never ever seen so many girls at the one time. The reaction of most boys were to fold their arms across their chest and tense their biceps or puff out their chest. However some didn't do anything but stare at the congregation of girls. I find it quite amusing and very interesting obversing the ways that boys try to attract girls.
Anyways, me and my friends are practically the only girls that row their apart from the insanely, professional, olympic level, female rowers. So today marked the day that the private schooled GIRLS started their season in rowing. Mind you the school that I go to is public and doesn't exactly specialise in rowing. So as we were packing up at 7:30am after a good hour and a half worths of rowing and private school rowing girls turn up in THREE school buses!!! The look of the private schooled boys was absolutly hilarious.. it was like some of them had never ever seen so many girls at the one time. The reaction of most boys were to fold their arms across their chest and tense their biceps or puff out their chest. However some didn't do anything but stare at the congregation of girls. I find it quite amusing and very interesting obversing the ways that boys try to attract girls.
Make up.
Long time no see, for a moment there I thought I was going to stop blogging.
I have recently arrived to the age of 16, no I didn't throw a wild party, infact I had three test on my bloody birthday!!! Econs, Maths and Biology >:(
Anyways, for my birthday mum and I went out to priceline and bought $110 worth of make-up... what??
Well, my mother's justification is that a girl should know how to make herself pretty and know how to put on make up. Maybe that is because my mum grew up as a tom boy and wasn't taught anything about make-up and such and feels as though she missed out.
So with all my $110 worth of make-up... which actually isn't much really... make up really is expensive! I watched a whole days worth of 'make up tutorials'. A whole day.. due to the fact that my computer takes a good 30 mins to buffer a 10 min video. Anyways, so now I think I have the basics covered. I THINK!! So now I hope that I'm stepping away from clown/lady gaga face.. to natural looks, I am no where near touching the colourful palettes yet!
anni :)
I have recently arrived to the age of 16, no I didn't throw a wild party, infact I had three test on my bloody birthday!!! Econs, Maths and Biology >:(
Anyways, for my birthday mum and I went out to priceline and bought $110 worth of make-up... what??
Well, my mother's justification is that a girl should know how to make herself pretty and know how to put on make up. Maybe that is because my mum grew up as a tom boy and wasn't taught anything about make-up and such and feels as though she missed out.
So with all my $110 worth of make-up... which actually isn't much really... make up really is expensive! I watched a whole days worth of 'make up tutorials'. A whole day.. due to the fact that my computer takes a good 30 mins to buffer a 10 min video. Anyways, so now I think I have the basics covered. I THINK!! So now I hope that I'm stepping away from clown/lady gaga face.. to natural looks, I am no where near touching the colourful palettes yet!
anni :)
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Lunch money feuds
My canteen is insanely expensive!!!
Okay, so for a little slide of lasanga it's $4.50
But okay, I'm a growing teenage who is HELL HUNGRY.
Considering I don't have a job and don't get an allowance.. I just ask for money really.
EXPENSIVE FOOD IS A REAL MONETARY PROBLEM.
But anyways, today I was paying for my lasanga and the canteen lady is like
"Okay, that $4.80 please."
"I'm like.. oh... so you've raised prices??"
"NO, the lasanga has ALWAYS been $4.80"
"Okaayy, then... it's just -"
"NO! You see this lasanga" *lady points at miniscule slice of food* "That is DEFINITELY NOT worth $4.80"
BLOOODY FREAKIN CASH RIPPER FROM POCKET
"Okay lady.. have your extra 30cents"
"Thaaank youuuu, next please"
... bitchhh. ass licker.
anni.
Okay, so for a little slide of lasanga it's $4.50
But okay, I'm a growing teenage who is HELL HUNGRY.
Considering I don't have a job and don't get an allowance.. I just ask for money really.
EXPENSIVE FOOD IS A REAL MONETARY PROBLEM.
But anyways, today I was paying for my lasanga and the canteen lady is like
"Okay, that $4.80 please."
"I'm like.. oh... so you've raised prices??"
"NO, the lasanga has ALWAYS been $4.80"
"Okaayy, then... it's just -"
"NO! You see this lasanga" *lady points at miniscule slice of food* "That is DEFINITELY NOT worth $4.80"
BLOOODY FREAKIN CASH RIPPER FROM POCKET
"Okay lady.. have your extra 30cents"
"Thaaank youuuu, next please"
... bitchhh. ass licker.
anni.
Sleep deprivation
Last night I got 5 hours sleep...
I running on my emergancy system now.
BUT TONIGHT!!! I play to go to sleep at 10:15
and WAKE UP at 7:30
THEREFORE I get 9 hours and 14 mins sleep. YESSS!!!
sweet sweet sleep.
Anyways.
Back to hmwk.
anni.
I running on my emergancy system now.
BUT TONIGHT!!! I play to go to sleep at 10:15
and WAKE UP at 7:30
THEREFORE I get 9 hours and 14 mins sleep. YESSS!!!
sweet sweet sleep.
Anyways.
Back to hmwk.
anni.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Love Story
Taylor Swift songs are soo damn corny, but somewhere deep inside you, you secretly wish the songs were true.
my life is OVER.
Oh god.
I think... my friend.. told.. a guy... that I like his friend..
WHICH IS BADD!!!
aasgfwpgftnawpejawep!W:JR!PFJOVN!!!@#!%$
anni.
I have rowing tomorrow morning... 5:30am in the morning.
Funny line from tick tock parody by midnight beast.
"something something, I'm such a sinner,
I eat my dessert before my dinner"
you must listen to it :)
I think... my friend.. told.. a guy... that I like his friend..
WHICH IS BADD!!!
aasgfwpgftnawpejawep!W:JR!PFJOVN!!!@#!%$
anni.
I have rowing tomorrow morning... 5:30am in the morning.
Funny line from tick tock parody by midnight beast.
"something something, I'm such a sinner,
I eat my dessert before my dinner"
you must listen to it :)
Monday, February 22, 2010
My Sunday
Post Pre-Exam week.
My sunday started at 6:30am.
I rowed from 7:00 till 8:30
Got home at 9:00
Rest eat breakfast.
Went to dance practise at 10:30am
Till 2pm
Helped mum roll springrolls till 3pm
Got home at 3:30pm
Rested till 4pm
Did homework from 4pm to 11 pm
.Went to sleep.
Woke up next day ready for school at 7.
I think I'm going to fall over and sleep because I can't do 7-8 hours of sleep every night.
zzzzzzzz.
Gotta do ancient history revision... test tomorrow.
gotta finish economics essay.... due tomorrow.
gotta finish english speech... due soon.
HEY GUESS WHAT!!!
I got my economics test back the other day AND!!!
I got 91%
CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT !!!
THAT IS AWESOMEEE!!! T'was soo proud... secretly....
And I got my textiles test back.. you see an A is... 75%< and I got.... 75.6%
Scraped in my the hairs on my chinny chin chin!!
Anyways.
back to homework. lol, just thought of the funniest song, The parody of tick tock by midnight beast. LOL-worthy.
ARGGH!!!
I just remember... tomorrow I'm getting my braces tightened... meaning that I have to wake up at 6:15 for my app at 7am.
Therefore.. I get 7hours and 15 mintues sleep tonight.
grrreeeatttt.
anni.
My sunday started at 6:30am.
I rowed from 7:00 till 8:30
Got home at 9:00
Rest eat breakfast.
Went to dance practise at 10:30am
Till 2pm
Helped mum roll springrolls till 3pm
Got home at 3:30pm
Rested till 4pm
Did homework from 4pm to 11 pm
.Went to sleep.
Woke up next day ready for school at 7.
I think I'm going to fall over and sleep because I can't do 7-8 hours of sleep every night.
zzzzzzzz.
Gotta do ancient history revision... test tomorrow.
gotta finish economics essay.... due tomorrow.
gotta finish english speech... due soon.
HEY GUESS WHAT!!!
I got my economics test back the other day AND!!!
I got 91%
CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT !!!
THAT IS AWESOMEEE!!! T'was soo proud... secretly....
And I got my textiles test back.. you see an A is... 75%< and I got.... 75.6%
Scraped in my the hairs on my chinny chin chin!!
Anyways.
back to homework. lol, just thought of the funniest song, The parody of tick tock by midnight beast. LOL-worthy.
ARGGH!!!
I just remember... tomorrow I'm getting my braces tightened... meaning that I have to wake up at 6:15 for my app at 7am.
Therefore.. I get 7hours and 15 mintues sleep tonight.
grrreeeatttt.
anni.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Watermelon
I haven't blogged in agess!!!
School has been hectic, but pretttyy good!
the school expects us to do a good 3 hours of homework a night. On top of music prac and also manage to balance out of school activities such as rowing.
Anyways.
For the first five weeks of term, everyone in the whole year goes to the beach for P.E.
Today was sooo nice.
But being at the beach leds to certain feelings of embarressment, e.g: wearing a bikini.
...
Do you think it is arrogant to be happy with your body.
I mean it in a way that you should not be happy or act happy or share your happiness/acceptance with your body, because everyone else is unhappy so you must also put on your sheep costume and be unhappy and point out bad things about your body so that others can feel better about theirs, but because you are displaying such a strange emotion associated with your body, it must therefore mean that you are arrogant or wrong because no one else can accept what you have accepted.
I don't know.
I'm sort of happy with my body, with all this hoo-ha about models being to skinny and the media pressuring teenage girls to lose weight and have that perfect body, which is only an illusion created to make everyone feel inferior to those who seem to have the illusion of the perfect body coughmirandakerrcough.
BUT! my point is.... I am 168.5cm tall and weight approx 51kg.
And I accept my body the way that it is.
This is stupid. I mean the body image and pressure on teenage girls in society.
Girls acting stupid to get boys.
That is also extremely stupid.
They are embarressing to the female gender.
School has been hectic, but pretttyy good!
the school expects us to do a good 3 hours of homework a night. On top of music prac and also manage to balance out of school activities such as rowing.
Anyways.
For the first five weeks of term, everyone in the whole year goes to the beach for P.E.
Today was sooo nice.
But being at the beach leds to certain feelings of embarressment, e.g: wearing a bikini.
...
Do you think it is arrogant to be happy with your body.
I mean it in a way that you should not be happy or act happy or share your happiness/acceptance with your body, because everyone else is unhappy so you must also put on your sheep costume and be unhappy and point out bad things about your body so that others can feel better about theirs, but because you are displaying such a strange emotion associated with your body, it must therefore mean that you are arrogant or wrong because no one else can accept what you have accepted.
I don't know.
I'm sort of happy with my body, with all this hoo-ha about models being to skinny and the media pressuring teenage girls to lose weight and have that perfect body, which is only an illusion created to make everyone feel inferior to those who seem to have the illusion of the perfect body coughmirandakerrcough.
BUT! my point is.... I am 168.5cm tall and weight approx 51kg.
And I accept my body the way that it is.
This is stupid. I mean the body image and pressure on teenage girls in society.
Girls acting stupid to get boys.
That is also extremely stupid.
They are embarressing to the female gender.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Monday, January 18, 2010
sweat + icecream = summer
OH MY FARKING GOODNESS.
It is the height of summer and it was 42 degrees celius (107F) yesterday and it is 41C (105F) today.
I spend me day. updating my blog, petting the dog, eating icecream, petting the panting dog, writing a desperate peom to my english teacher and sweating my ass off.
sweat sweat sweat.
Too bad I don't have a pool.
But I think I'm going to the beach later. WOO HOO!
Here's the poem I'm gonna have in my english book for my english teacher.
BY THE WAY.
IS NOT A LOVE POEM, BECAUSE MY ENGLISH TEACHER IS A LADY.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH, to the people to jumped to conclusions.
That is.... if there are people reading my ....blog.
*awkward silence*
BUT!
here is thy poem.
I sit here today
to pour out my soul
it is young and new
from a heart filled with holes
Today I will write
what I think is Lit. (english lit)
You have asked
and here comes my hit.
However you say
there is no wrong answer
I can't stop wondring
of the right answer.
So dear Miss sharpe
Please answer my plee
Help my with english
and I will forever love thee.
Because I suck at english. compared to every one at my overachieving school :/
anni.
It is the height of summer and it was 42 degrees celius (107F) yesterday and it is 41C (105F) today.
I spend me day. updating my blog, petting the dog, eating icecream, petting the panting dog, writing a desperate peom to my english teacher and sweating my ass off.
sweat sweat sweat.
Too bad I don't have a pool.
But I think I'm going to the beach later. WOO HOO!
Here's the poem I'm gonna have in my english book for my english teacher.
BY THE WAY.
IS NOT A LOVE POEM, BECAUSE MY ENGLISH TEACHER IS A LADY.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH, to the people to jumped to conclusions.
That is.... if there are people reading my ....blog.
*awkward silence*
BUT!
here is thy poem.
I sit here today
to pour out my soul
it is young and new
from a heart filled with holes
Today I will write
what I think is Lit. (english lit)
You have asked
and here comes my hit.
However you say
there is no wrong answer
I can't stop wondring
of the right answer.
So dear Miss sharpe
Please answer my plee
Help my with english
and I will forever love thee.
Because I suck at english. compared to every one at my overachieving school :/
anni.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Wuthering Heights
School starts again in less that 2 weeks.
*hyperventilates*
I have to read a coupleo f books before school starts.
One of them being Wuthering Heights.
Oh yay!! A Classic. OH MY GOD.
I can't read classics. However, after I found http://www.wuthering-heights.co.uk/summary.htm
"Wuthering heights in one page"
I think I will beable to survive.
anni.
*hyperventilates*
I have to read a coupleo f books before school starts.
One of them being Wuthering Heights.
Oh yay!! A Classic. OH MY GOD.
I can't read classics. However, after I found http://www.wuthering-heights.co.uk/summary.htm
"Wuthering heights in one page"
I think I will beable to survive.
anni.
Friday, January 15, 2010
Stuff.
It feels as though a dreary cloud has come across the family since the return of a certain family member, all that has happened are constant arguments and silent treatments.
anni.
anni.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Utter crap.
Jennifer Hawkins poses nude and photoshop free on the cover of Marie Claire.
Name sounds familiar??
Name sounds familiar??
Former Miss Universe 2004.
"I didn't do this for PR - I did it to raise awareness for the Butterfly Foundation which helps men and women with eating disorders," she said.
Oh My God.
You have got to be kidding me.
How is this meant to "help" annorexics and bulimics.
How is a super model gonna stop a problem which the industry in which she works in started?
Stop trying to twist the knife you stabbed.
.....
But I suppose it does take a lot of courage to pose naked...
.....
But I suppose it does take a lot of courage to pose naked...
anni.
Guys who row are so hot.
This morning I woke up at the most un-godly hour 5:25 am.
Only to fall asleep for 10 mintues and be woken up by my second alarm at 5:35am.
Got ready in 10mins.
Put my hair in a bun.
Tried to wake mum up.
Fail.
Had breakfast.
It's now 5:48
Mum is finally awake.
We get in car.
Finally make it on time at 6am on the river foreshore.
anni.
Only to fall asleep for 10 mintues and be woken up by my second alarm at 5:35am.
Got ready in 10mins.
Put my hair in a bun.
Tried to wake mum up.
Fail.
Had breakfast.
It's now 5:48
Mum is finally awake.
We get in car.
Finally make it on time at 6am on the river foreshore.
anni.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
The bob.
I went through that stage in childhood where my mother thought it was really cute to give a bob cut with a heavy fringe.
Eventually I managed to escape the scissors of doom and was able to grow out my ugly fringe and bob.
Since then I have forever had long hair.
I have been thinking about it for quite a while now, and I think that I've have long hair for too long now.
And I have decided to get a bob cut.
Not any time SOON!
But some time in the future, before I graduate highschool.
I'm thinking in the time period when I get my braces off. Which is like 1 year away.
But the more I think about it.
The more I want to get a bob cut and when I think of a bob cut. I don't know if I could possibly pull it off!
anyways, here are some bobs I like :)
Eventually I managed to escape the scissors of doom and was able to grow out my ugly fringe and bob.
Since then I have forever had long hair.
I have been thinking about it for quite a while now, and I think that I've have long hair for too long now.
And I have decided to get a bob cut.
Not any time SOON!
But some time in the future, before I graduate highschool.
I'm thinking in the time period when I get my braces off. Which is like 1 year away.
But the more I think about it.
The more I want to get a bob cut and when I think of a bob cut. I don't know if I could possibly pull it off!
anyways, here are some bobs I like :)
anni.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
2012
On friday night my family went out to see the movie 2012. I had been looking forward to watching with all my friends saying that it had been a great movie.
Blah blah blah, yada yada yada.
So then. Within the first 20 mins I was choosing whether to laugh or cry as the movie rolled.
The special effects SUCKED. Half of it was animation-like and the acting was too forced for you to believe.
"OH NOESSS!!! The earth is rumbling.."
"OH EM GEEE!! You know how to fly a plane!!! WHAT A COINCIDENCE!!!"
The storyline is too predictable.
There have been so many movies like 2012. Everyone knows the family is going to survive in the end.
Everyone knows even though the earth is crumbling beneath their feet that they will some how survive and in the most uncreative way possible. A memeber of the family just happens to know how to fly a plane.
And to add a little suspense, let's says this guy just started his flying lessons.
ARGGH. Try be more original next time.
Maybe, I am thinking like this because I've already seen AVATAR. Where their budget was half a BILLION. Yes.... half a billion......
But the special effects were AMAZING and INSANE and AWESOME.
I suppose since watching that my expectations for sci-fi movies have gone up.
Avatar has raised the bar, so much so that I don't think there will be many movies any time soon topping it.
But come on HALF A BILLION.
$500 000 000.00
Think of all the poverty around the world.
but the movie was still AWESOME!!!
I am definitly getting the DVD.... of AVATAR... not 2012.
anni
Blah blah blah, yada yada yada.
So then. Within the first 20 mins I was choosing whether to laugh or cry as the movie rolled.
The special effects SUCKED. Half of it was animation-like and the acting was too forced for you to believe.
"OH NOESSS!!! The earth is rumbling.."
"OH EM GEEE!! You know how to fly a plane!!! WHAT A COINCIDENCE!!!"
The storyline is too predictable.
There have been so many movies like 2012. Everyone knows the family is going to survive in the end.
Everyone knows even though the earth is crumbling beneath their feet that they will some how survive and in the most uncreative way possible. A memeber of the family just happens to know how to fly a plane.
And to add a little suspense, let's says this guy just started his flying lessons.
ARGGH. Try be more original next time.
Maybe, I am thinking like this because I've already seen AVATAR. Where their budget was half a BILLION. Yes.... half a billion......
But the special effects were AMAZING and INSANE and AWESOME.
I suppose since watching that my expectations for sci-fi movies have gone up.
Avatar has raised the bar, so much so that I don't think there will be many movies any time soon topping it.
But come on HALF A BILLION.
$500 000 000.00
Think of all the poverty around the world.
but the movie was still AWESOME!!!
I am definitly getting the DVD.... of AVATAR... not 2012.
anni
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Job Hunting
I was in the city yesterday and I passes a sign outside a sunglasses shop saying taht they needed people or person.
SO SO!!
I went into the shop and inquired about the job and they want part time/casual, 8 - 14 hours a week. PERFECT!!!
and and. I have to put together a resume in 24 hours.
So far.. it's really really crap.
And I have ONE referee who might not be back from her holiday in US of A.
and I can't use my mum as a referee.
arggh. This job would be perrrfecttt.
Please... to the gods of job giving... gimme a chance to get this job.
anni.
P.S: job = $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ = new bikini
SO SO!!
I went into the shop and inquired about the job and they want part time/casual, 8 - 14 hours a week. PERFECT!!!
and and. I have to put together a resume in 24 hours.
So far.. it's really really crap.
And I have ONE referee who might not be back from her holiday in US of A.
and I can't use my mum as a referee.
arggh. This job would be perrrfecttt.
Please... to the gods of job giving... gimme a chance to get this job.
anni.
P.S: job = $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ = new bikini
INSANE!!
Making the rounds in facebook!
Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. If you can raed tihs, psot it to yuor wlal. Olny 55% of plepoe can
Pretty awesome.!
anyi.
Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. If you can raed tihs, psot it to yuor wlal. Olny 55% of plepoe can
Pretty awesome.!
anyi.
yap yap yap.
Went out shopping
Had sushi, bought new bright green wallet, and girl boxers.
But anyways, today i'm getting $200 to look after a chihuahua, but its is barking like crazy. arggh!!!
it's soooooooo annoying.
i'm researching all this stuff about barking chihuahuas and argggh. i'm pulling out my hair because it's soo annoying.
According to the internet the best thing to do is ignore the barking, which sends the message that if you bark, YOU"RE NOT GOING TO GET ATTENTION.
So far.... it's working !!!!!
Anways.
Tomorrow I'm out to hang out with Em at the art gallery. Yes how very mature and sophisticated of us.
And i need to go out again.. TO BUY MAH NEW BIKINI!!!
KA-POW!!
*2 hours later*
okay. make that $200 no more. since we returned the chihuahua to it's owner and gave back teh money, So now, I have silence. But my new wallet is empty.
I like this trade :)
anni.
Friday, January 1, 2010
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