Teenage Stuff.

Oh geez.
Second day back to schooland I've got a TON of homework already - mainly math. Also
math teacher - Ms B, gave our class a seating plan, guess where I'm sitting..
Literally a metre and a half away from where she sits.
Yup. That's how much she trusts me as a student and such, infact I am insulted especially with my awesome grades, No really. No joke! Out of 145 students who are doing the same course at school as I am, I'm ranked 44 at the moment, pretty good huh?

Well the other day I took one of those Facebook quizzes "What are you really hiding"
and I got "Loneliness."
Pretty shocked, and it was weird, to be confronted with the truth, in such.. an innocent way.
This is what it said

"You often feel left out of the clique. you seem like you do not know what to say when they are all laughing at some random things at times. you wish they will notice your quietness. you are trying very hard to hide the feeling of loneliness even when you have friends around you. there is a lonely soul living inside you."

Usually I dont take these things seriously, usually I just laugh and continue with the next quiz or comment on someones wall. Everything that it said is pretty close to what school's like - everything but this part
"you wish they will notice your quietness"
not really. I try to ignore it, and sadly pretend to enjoy what ever is happening I really wouldn't want to find out what happens if they do notice. Much too awkward.
It's not so bad, I've enjoyed meeting new friends.
I'm thinking of joining the fencing club after school on Thursdays and the art club after school on Tuesdays. I've also met new friends who I thought that friendship between us would be highly unlikely.
Subconciously. I realised I'm trying to submerge myself back into steryotypical student life - meeting new friends and stuff - it's been nice. I guess I've given up on trying with quite a number on friends. Compensating and filling up the quiet with even more reading, listening to music and family.

I've changed my mine. I think I'm going to pick biology over chemistry.

anni.